Saturday, November 07, 2009
feeling better =.=
oh i realised i forgot to post abt chem spa....
basically, i dropped one level after submitting my paper even though the spa was easy like... uh... there's nothing easier than that spa.
so, how come i drop one level in that super duper easy spa? hm. lets see.... (uh. cannot reveal anything regarding the spa.... hm.) i used the value 10 cm^3 instead of 25 cm^3. Vague enough. ppl wun noe what i'm talking abt... but... oh well.
I seriously suck suck suck.... at science. especially at practical. but i suck more at humanities. so the main thing is, i suck at everything =D yep. thats one truth i'm telling.
uh.
hm.
Watching Naruto Shippuuden =)) =D :D XD XD XD XD
it cheers me up greatly
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Wa Liaooouuuuuuu.............. Naruto Shippuuden had to stop at the exciting exciting exciting part! >< ><
Jiraiya T_T so sad....... T_T
nxt: Itachi T_T T_T T_T
... I DUN WAN LAAAAAAA
but. its alrdy written.... T_T
I'm sooo re-watching Naruto! after O lvls. next year. or when the whole series ends with a real ending.
argh! bth bth bth bth......
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I'm going to read the manga!
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super sian. watching (well, actually listening to it) 'drama' again. yea. Family fight drama. ya la. MY 'family'. =.= stupid. why cant they leave us ALONE?
frustrating. irritating.
pek cek.
!#$%^&*(@#$%^&*(*&
going off in case i spew vulgarities.
pek cek.
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Thursday, November 05, 2009
oh go away. i'm just crapping about my thoughts.
Draw the line between fantasy and reality.
fantasy does not equate to reality
just as dreams does not equate to events to happen.
whatever written in novels, manga, drama does not happen in real life.
when you think its going to happen
and you carry out some actions in hope to secure the possibility,
it slips away from you
and you realise that everything is just a one-sided imagination on your part
just as you feel the wind and see the sky,
but you can never touch or catch it, no matter how hard you try
or how long you stretch out your hand.
sometimes things just doesn't work.
Of course everyone understands that.
But, some people still want to try and create their small miracle.
more than 90% of the people who tries, fails.
more than 60% of the people who succeed cannot maintain the miracle.
Even if the miracles happens and lasts,
a century later, all these miracles will vanish. Poof! like magic.
What remains? Stories of heartache, sadness and regrets.
Heartache and sadness of losing it due to illness, death, misunderstandings
Regrets of why things end this way and why didn't you do something then.
Its not anyone's fault.
But things just doesn't work out in our way.
Rumours, backstabbing, accidents, misunderstandings
everything just happens and things just ends that way.
Why? you ask.
I'm afraid no one has the answer to that.
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wah. tmr chem spa...... zzz. super sian. got first shift=.= must stay until lock up.
ytd got a weird dream. AGAIN. why liddat one..... i dun rmb having weird dreams like the ones i have recently before sec 3..... out of the 3 or 4 weird weird dreams i had, 2 or 3 have the same person involved. super creepy >< but den not nightmare leh... z. why liddat one.
maybe i should go and have my dreams interpretated or smth......
extended programme didn't turn out as badly as i thought. Still abt the same as normal lessons... without LE, CME, PE (wah all the 'E's) and assembly.... oh and it starts later and ends earlier.
最爱还是你 这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引 慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你 时间会证明 我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手 才知道是永久
想手牵手 甜蜜的往下走
没有了你的我 该拿什麽继续等待
... I need to get a haircut and my manga and, perhaps, sunglasses + new clothes?? (my wardrobe only has outdoor outfit for abt 3 days. thats it.) oh crap i hate to buy clothes =.= but my wardrobe needs some new friends. its anti-social..... like me =] ... ah crap.
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Sunday, November 01, 2009
Watching Secret now =) lol. watch before le... but still hopelessly hooked on it. as usual, jia lat me. sian leh. tmr still need go school.
kena locked out. si bei sian. still very sian. oh well.
not really feeling well + leg hurts. but still cannot pon lesson =.=
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
'親愛的我只求擁抱你一秒 讓心跳解釋沒有了你不能跳
再一次因為你把自己燃燒 哪怕這世界毀滅 我也只要你 愛我'....
haiz. humans arh... so so so complicated... and weird. sianz.
zai lor. cousin wedding also can make into political & 'family' fight..... =.= even more zai. other ppl offend her, absolutely not my fault, i did nothing.... den she angry, throw temper at ME. wth... just what did i do?!?!?!? the ppl oso la. any events= look for bro... ask bro represent and stuffs.... reason? "aiya. pretend mah. put up a good front. dun disgrace" BLEHH. dun make me puke. I value my dinner.
Well. not like i want to be involved in these la. going on for more than one year (well.... a few more months to two years) le. situation on goes from bad to worse. never turns for the better. I wonder.... are ppl that free? you shi mei shi oso can make big trouble. wth la. stupid. mess up my life. my already-sucky life. I pity my cousin. she is super nice and kind la..... den ppl send out nonsensical wedding invitation..... causing outburst of unending anger.... haiz. Hope she has a happy wedding dinner =]
hm. my sec 3 life is officially over ytd. happy-got promoted to sec 4, results not bad. no more tests for nxt two months. sad-O lvl, S.P.A. coming. SOON. nxt yr must chiong like siao. sian.
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ytd: alarm rang at 5.40am.... <-- normal waking time for this week. den cause planned to pon school, so went back to sleep. woke with a start at 6+. "omg. today need take report book & have maths lesson before recess (maybe can watch wo men zhe yi jia)" so decided to go to school. Lai Chuang til 7+. when cannot lai anymore (no more mood to lie in my soft, comfortable, expensive bed) so went to prepare to go to school SLOWLY. took own sweet time to get ready and to walk to bus stop. rch bus stop at 7.35. bus came at 7.40 (wah so early...) decided to wait for 7.50 bus. read novel... bus came. board bus. overshot bus stop on purpose =] side gate not open. walked slowly to front gate. saw mr ong. (wth) greeted him. marked attendence. walked to class Slowly. rch class at 8.05. haha. den got post exam activity.... prize presentation=).... Debate!
cleaned projector (wah super super dirty). got back report book. band aft school. played brand new piece+new piece. sort of kena scold. (inner joke: becoz chin bee not here XDXD) no la. is becoz we too nub le. must attend training for novices. Whole Section.
watched DN-the last name. lol. even though watched countless times alrdy, i'm still hopelessly hooked on the movie. jia lat me.
stayed awake to 6.30 this morning. was redrawing the 'manga' (jeannie kept nagging at me). sian. only finish drawing the cover page. super slow progress. 2 hrs.... one cover page.
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today woke up at 12++++. slack. use comp. read novel. still usin comp.
read aalteam.bs.com~ super super funny. XDXDXD
got the hell annoyed out of me. never thought someone so nice and good and smart and........ could be so rude. ... ok maybe its just me. heck. i said before. let it end. (sadly it hardly seem possible) ok fine forget it. -pissed (a bit).
mixed feelings... haiz. ok enough crapping/ranting/trashing.
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
haiya. nowadays so boring one. although sometimes fun la. but still mostly boringgggg....
Today kena "bullied" by that ducky douglas =.= but mostly i pissed him off and made him pek cek.... so cant really blame him la XD and i dunno how ppl with super fertile imagination can even link me being "bullied" to maths genius. like, huh? got link meh??!!??? O.o =.= zzz
Band.... sian ji buarhhhh.... coz my playing went from bad to worse.... and my playing sucks to begin with..... haiz. as usual. must add oil....... oh slacked a bit during sectionals =P went to watch guys playing basketball. aiya. who tell them to always set dates of basketball matches on wed and fri..... liddat band ppl cant watch lehh!!! so of course must watch when got time or chance to watch la. But nvr see them play the 3v3 match in the end.... dunno if its postponed or finish le... haiz.
Today mrs ng suddenly let us watch Wo Men Zhe Yi Jia (cartoon) lol. super funny super cute super lame.... laughed til stomach pain. but still had lessons =.= sian la..... aft EOY must have lessons, chiong for O lvl..... (O-Me-God... 10Nov chinese!!) den still have post Exam activities.... haiz. nvm la. aft this week will be Holiday!!! ... After two weeks of extended programme la.
I Want A Haircut!!! but dunno go where cut..... haiz. Ok... That was random.
Hm. Managed not to go Dentist's on Tues coz the appointment was scheduled for morning & the dentist car is not open!! haha. Happily skipped.
erm. forgot what happened le.... too lazy to remember.
Super tired.... I juz wanna sleep.............. haiz. feel like skipping school tmr. what a cheerful thought =) although i cant carry it out coz my mother and sis and bro will/might scream at/scold me like mad if i do...
how depressing can reality get?... This and That is SO getting out of my life! >< Oh. Sis gave me a mini fat fat elephant ytd =) says her friend gave her aft winning it at some arcade games. lol. its furry and its soft and its cute and its husks(sp) is protruding from its legs! talk about weird... But its still cute! (minus the ugly meaning)*yawn* *tired*
I really very very tired le. I dun want to keep craning my neck, searching for That, and having my eyes glued on it. I dun want to be affected by each and every move That makes, each and every word That says, each and every expression that appears on That's face and eyes. I dun want any spreading stuffs to cause any annoyance or inconvenience or irritation for That. I dun want to be going way wayyyy out of my way just to have a chance of seeing That. I'm really tired of all this.... May Time Allow All These To Fade Away.
Haiz. Go and do my own things le. No point continuing crapping and randoming and laming and emoing here.
It Shall All End Here. This very year, This very month, This very day, This very hour, This very minute, This very second. Let it end.....
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